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It's almost 9am on Sunday morning, I've been awake all night again.
Insomnia really sucks.
It's like a form of anxiety insomnia.
Like if I know that I have to be somewhere, do something really important, i won't sleep at all no matter how hard I try.
I know I'll be fine though, I tend to get second and third gusts of wind right when I need them.
Then when we get back home, I'm hoping that I'll be able to sleep for at least a few hours (probably not) because I have some important medical stuff to deal with on Monday morning.
I have some pre-surgery phone calls to answer questions, like have I gained or lost any significant amount of weight in the last 6 months, when was the last time I had a blood test, donated blood, have I discovered any new allergies to medications, food, or latex/plastic/tape products.
I've answered all these questions before, no big deal.
Then I need to call and set up an appointment to have both my will and DNR verified again, notarized, signed, stamped, sound mind and body, yadda yadda, and I have some questions I need to discuss too.
I have a lot going on, not only is the surgery like a big medical jumbo brain frazzle, it's legal too.
Sign this, cross these Ts, dot those Is, on every page with an 'X', please initial on the line provided, sign and date the bottom of each page.
I know the routine, so while I'm initialing and crossing, and dotting, I'll be able to ask my other questions and discuss my other concerns.
I just don't want a big battle on anyone's hands should anything at all go wrong.
Time is fluid. The waters of forever close -- and passage may not be completed. The present and the future are for a moment united. And the Enemy, half-today, half-tomorrow, is locked between...
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It's almost 9am on Sunday morning, I've been awake all night again.
Insomnia really sucks.
It's like a form of anxiety insomnia.
Like if I know that I have to be somewhere, do something really important, i won't sleep at all no matter how hard I try.
I know I'll be fine though, I tend to get second and third gusts of wind right when I need them.
Then when we get back home, I'm hoping that I'll be able to sleep for at least a few hours (probably not) because I have some important medical stuff to deal with on Monday morning.
I have some pre-surgery phone calls to answer questions, like have I gained or lost any significant amount of weight in the last 6 months, when was the last time I had a blood test, donated blood, have I discovered any new allergies to medications, food, or latex/plastic/tape products.
I've answered all these questions before, no big deal.
Then I need to call and set up an appointment to have both my will and DNR verified again, notarized, signed, stamped, sound mind and body, yadda yadda, and I have some questions I need to discuss too.
I have a lot going on, not only is the surgery like a big medical jumbo brain frazzle, it's legal too.
Sign this, cross these Ts, dot those Is, on every page with an 'X', please initial on the line provided, sign and date the bottom of each page.
I know the routine, so while I'm initialing and crossing, and dotting, I'll be able to ask my other questions and discuss my other concerns.
I just don't want a big battle on anyone's hands should anything at all go wrong.
Time is fluid. The waters of forever close -- and passage may not be completed. The present and the future are for a moment united. And the Enemy, half-today, half-tomorrow, is locked between...
