When I saw my counselor the other day, we forgot to set up an appointment for next week, so I just called her and left her a message about setting up a new appointment.
It's really helping me to have someone on the outside of all of this big huge mess to talk to.
I can just dump out everything, all of my feelings, all of my thoughts, and start to unload some of the guilt that has built up over the last 10 and a half years.
I can also talk to her about the big family mess that is going on, see what she thinks I should do, if there even is something that I can do.
It just kills me to have this be happening, I hate it, but I'm at a total loss of what to do about it.
Hopefully when I have my next appointment I can talk to her about it and see what she thinks of it all.
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It's really helping me to have someone on the outside of all of this big huge mess to talk to.
I can just dump out everything, all of my feelings, all of my thoughts, and start to unload some of the guilt that has built up over the last 10 and a half years.
I can also talk to her about the big family mess that is going on, see what she thinks I should do, if there even is something that I can do.
It just kills me to have this be happening, I hate it, but I'm at a total loss of what to do about it.
Hopefully when I have my next appointment I can talk to her about it and see what she thinks of it all.
I am so glad to hear it is working for you. Your sons are so caring. At least they know the truth and see how that person lies.