Extreme stress, worry, fear, sadness, all of it, has made me completely lose my appetite, I have no need for any diet pills whatsoever.
I haven't eaten anything in days, I can't, the smell of food, the thought of food, makes me just feel horrible.
Not sick, but just not wanting to eat it at all, nothing is appealing, not even the slightest bit.
This is all just so screwed up, no one is listening, no one understands what life with chronic pain is like, what any of this has been like.
My frustration is at an all time high, I am just ready to explode.
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I haven't eaten anything in days, I can't, the smell of food, the thought of food, makes me just feel horrible.
Not sick, but just not wanting to eat it at all, nothing is appealing, not even the slightest bit.
This is all just so screwed up, no one is listening, no one understands what life with chronic pain is like, what any of this has been like.
My frustration is at an all time high, I am just ready to explode.
I wanted to comment earlier, but couldn't find the words....
I feel so badly for you. I know nothing I say or do will make it better.
But, I am sending you big transcendental hugs :-)
You've been through a lot.
I think you're a bad-ass chick. Probably a better fighter than my wimpy self anyday - and I have a BlackBelt in TKD.
:-)